Have you ever had one of those days? Where all you can do is doubt everything? Well I am having one of those today. I spoke with my insurance company last night and they sent me information on what they require in order to approve the surgery. Then I started the "what if after all this, they still don't approve it?" questions.
Barely slept last night thinking about that. I have not really eaten anything because of it. I mean what if I go through all these steps, jump through all these hoops, get every test done, be ready to go, and then they say no. These are the thoughts that are haunting me now. I guess everyone feels this every once in a while. Maybe I am just over-reacting.